never expected~~

readings readings and readings again!!!!!

totally do not expect this kind of life~~

two weeks seems like 2 sem passed jor~~

tired tired and tired...

1st sem:got reading but not necessary to read~~

2nd sem: few reading but still ok~~

3rd sem: after printing out the readings, i found tat i am spposed to read almost 100 readings!!!!

OMG!!!!!

i feel i am weird~~

i dunno wat am i thinking,doing and pursuing...

study so much for wat??

for a paper~~

get good result for wat??

for not paying ptptn loan + maintain scholarship....

seems like i noe wat am i doing for~~

i change a lot~~

i am totally a different person~~

my behaviour, attitude, mind-set have changed~~

becm mature jor>??

i dun think so.....

i hope to graduate as fast as possible....

but,

wat to do after getting my degree>>??

totally dunno~~

master??

still considerating~~

no money and scholarship = dreaming~~

get a job>>??

i guess so....

but wat kind of job>>>???

dunno....

seems like get lost in the jungle~~

am i thinking too much>>??

maybe~~

hope everything will becm better tml~~~